u wont know ur true colour until it reveal....

i've always tot i am a good person..
not the angelic kind of kind..
but not a bad person either...
but now i doubted tat...

i can say i'm a good person b4 temptation or any other fuckin' things happened....
so after tat sum sort of shitty things happened, i'm not sure anymore...
wat am i anyway?
a bloody human, a sinner who bear the primal sin...
so who am i to think tat i'm good anyway...
i cant cast the 1st stone to myself either...
n i think tat's the whole main point y i need a god..
to judge me, to guide me and to save me...
btw, tis was not my main point to write tis post in da 1st place..
i just wanna say tat human r evil...
i am evil..
n the conclusion tat suddenly came up to me is..
i need god.

无聊的人生

人不知道自己要干嘛的时候真的很空虚。
脑子很清醒，身体却懒得要命。
最近很颓废， 很堕落。
我知道却还是想懒到死。
腐烂掉算了。