Desperately Wanting

I wish i had sum1 who i desperately wanting...
it's been quite sum times i din feel a thing for any1...
n tis makes me want sumthing, want to feel sumthing, want 2 nid sumthg, want 2 belong to sumbody...
but i guess tis feelin will soon fade away again.. when i gettin better from the rumour thingy... *shrug*
i feel bad, so bad, so so so so so aweful...
got myself sum piercing, a hair cut but tat aint enuf...
i nid sumthng stronger, sumthg more intense to fill me up..
i noe tat aint lurve , mayb just lust...
but as long as it can fill me up..
den it's okay..
it's enuf...