u wont know ur true colour until it reveal....

i've always tot i am a good person..
not the angelic kind of kind..
but not a bad person either...
but now i doubted tat...

i can say i'm a good person b4 temptation or any other fuckin' things happened....
so after tat sum sort of shitty things happened, i'm not sure anymore...
wat am i anyway?
a bloody human, a sinner who bear the primal sin...
so who am i to think tat i'm good anyway...
i cant cast the 1st stone to myself either...
n i think tat's the whole main point y i need a god..
to judge me, to guide me and to save me...
btw, tis was not my main point to write tis post in da 1st place..
i just wanna say tat human r evil...
i am evil..
n the conclusion tat suddenly came up to me is..
i need god.

无聊的人生

人不知道自己要干嘛的时候真的很空虚。
脑子很清醒，身体却懒得要命。
最近很颓废， 很堕落。
我知道却还是想懒到死。
腐烂掉算了。

Desperately Wanting

I wish i had sum1 who i desperately wanting...
it's been quite sum times i din feel a thing for any1...
n tis makes me want sumthing, want to feel sumthing, want 2 nid sumthg, want 2 belong to sumbody...
but i guess tis feelin will soon fade away again.. when i gettin better from the rumour thingy... *shrug*
i feel bad, so bad, so so so so so aweful...
got myself sum piercing, a hair cut but tat aint enuf...
i nid sumthng stronger, sumthg more intense to fill me up..
i noe tat aint lurve , mayb just lust...
but as long as it can fill me up..
den it's okay..
it's enuf...

screw the happy ever after...

i noe tis is stupid...
but if the rumours r true den damn the whole true luv thingy...
i won gv a fuck to luv anymore...

mayb it's dumb to feel so awfully down due to sum fangirl thingy..
but it's really hurt... it's ∞ times worst than my own heartbreak...
they really broke my heart... so damn painful jus like wat it's like the last time as if my heart jump off from the 101 and scattered infront of me...
shit...
where is my happy ever after...?
where is eternity?
where is faith and truth...
where is true luv...
is there any left...？
is there any left ?

feel so stupid and juz staring on the wallpaper makes me breaks all over again...
i wanted to blif the smiles, the longing in those eyes,the luv...
damn it...
i wanted to blif there's true luv..
pls.... pls....prove it it's juz rumour...
no third wheel and juz the two of you...
it's juz the 2 of you..

*tears*

慢半拍

最近才迷上facebook
是挺好玩的啦，无聊的时候
在墙上呛声互损也不错啊
游戏也不错玩
心测也蛮准的
算是个好去处啦

另外玩Castlevenia
玩了老半天一句game over
好不容易才玩到48。8% 啊*翻桌*

这几天感觉到很多家人和朋友爱
很温暖~ *笑*
也有好多谢谢想说~
虽然一个人很好但身边有人其实也挺不赖的哟

突发奇想
我渴望天长地久
但我并不相信有天长地久
就是那种想爱却又怕痛的典型吧
嘛~ 目前来说爱情是排最后的
请先让我发达吧！*祈祷*

相处之道仍在学习中
事出必有因，我会好好学习的

FW无事终了

等等和屁姐去唱k
希望顺利啦~

家里的小东西去开刀
希望平安无事

以上

老歌回顾~~~ 啊~原来我也年轻过*远目*

找到了以前的disc们， 所以回顾了下下以前的爱歌~~~
果然是以前的歌好听啊......*感慨*
然后想起了一些人一些事....
唉~ 久违的多愁善感啊*噗*

最近的心情起起落落
有时觉得周围的人很不错有时却又被伤害或被惹毛
觉得心情怪怪的，不过这是正常的吧
刺猬太靠近总会互相伤害
人也一样
大家都有自己的保护膜
大家都有自己的脾气
大家都有自己的喜恶
所以表想太多啦 老蛇~*自拍头头*>>>自慰（？！）

今知道了PB的成绩
有少许意外
本来以为会很烂的
结果还好
所以有小安慰啦
感谢上帝

刚刚才开始做FW
不知从何下手
烦啊~~~
啊啊~~
现在听到了黄立行的无神论
还是一样赞
唉~还是一样烦
FW啊~~怎么办？？？！！！！

最近狂嗑了很多J2文
可爱的JA 和 帅气满点的 JP 最高啊~~ *灿笑*
用别人的幸福取暖， 我也很幸福....
这是腐女子的幸与不幸啊
只要喜欢的配对幸福，哪怕只是妄想，就也觉得幸福得不得了

原本的德文课取消了
下星期才开始
很期待喔
我一定要知道 Ich Liebe Dich 怎么念！*握拳*

以上

为啥周围都是DDS?? 囧

久久久久久久違的日誌~　久しぶりだな *茶*
現入住熊家后一切都算是醬.....
廳長嘛~不就是當作住總統套房，有電視沙發影響，空間大又涼爽....*苦笑*
縂強過當難民啊！！！
人相處久了必有心病，小不爽啦！*踢石頭*
好歹我是用錢當上廳長的，拜托就給點面子啦！
蛇我也有脾氣啊！ *翻桌*

另外，開學一個月了
沒啥大事，就不過是發現周圍很多DDS....*無言*
還發現了一只大象
大象蹦蹦跳跳嚇了我一跳
不要亂動我啦拜托，還熊抱咧~哇勞~人家會怕的....
家裏還有一只超DDS的racoon，實在很無力....
表在人家看漫畫是跟人家講話好不好？看戯時也是！
很討厭耶拜托！！！*白眼*

FTP要開始啦
對貓頭鷹的感覺仍觀望中
佐治先生和動物農莊，これからよろしくね！

以上は嫌な事です！

快樂紀事有：
姉貴來了喔！！！*轉圈*
有姐在的孩子像個寳！！！~~~*搖尾*
吃了很多爽了不少
很快樂！！*心*

有小電了！
雖然是大石頭不過俺還是會好好待你的！！~~
從今後要聼教聽話啊！大石頭！！

小鬱悶ing.
以上