Mon nouveau vie

Today is the 21th of May 2010.
This day should have been the day my life as a student ended.
but instead, i made up my mind to continue it.
Continue it so that i can have a new life.
A life that i wanted to have for a long long time.
To do what i wanna to, to live life as i please.
Please forgive me, Oto, oka, Just let me be for a while and i'll go back.
I'll go bak to live as you pleae but for now, i wanna live my own life.
fin

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yesterday was fun.
a lot of rootbeer.
friends.
talk.
laughter.
quite sumtime i havent feel so good.
relieve, though i havent tell my oto and oka about the postpone thingy and the job, though again, i havnt really got it yet.(thx Sue btw^^)
Anyway, it's funny to say like this but i am happy, a tipsy kind of happy.
i'm on my own now.
dunno what will happen and how i'll be,
scary but exciting.
i feel young again. lol
OMG, this is embrassing. XD
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Ahem,now is the kuro talking.

P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C
yuko pum, you suck.
u cant even find a pt job on your own.
L-O-S-E-R
yep, you're free now COZ, alas! u CANT graduate.
Ah bummer, LOSER!
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tick tick tick tick
clock is ticking
i am dying
coz time is flying
n i am losing
constantly moving
everybody is leaving
my oh my, part of me's crying
part of me's laughing

the moon is falling
memory is fading
my past is wailing
my blood is boling
my dream is frozing
my soul is sleeping
myheart is pondering
why oh why, am i breathing
am i living.

knock knock knock knock
the dawn is coming
the sun is rising
the birds are singing
the flowers r blooming
the wind is whispering
God is watching
n fate is calling
my all my,love ones waiting
for a new beginning.
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